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My grandapa has passed away. Can i say finally? He have been going through so many suffering. Discharge my grandpa from the hospital on wednesday as the doctor say he only left with a few days. So we had made a decision, that is to discharge him back home to thomson green. So we need to arrange alot of thing like; ambulance, oxygen tank and stuffs. He can't speak, i also dunno wad causes it. The moffin?

Doing all the discharge stuffs. My dad and My aunt sit on the ambulanceto accompany him back home. Then the rest go on care home first to prepare the room, and wait for the ambulance to arrive. After the ambulance arrived me, my dad, 2 doctor help to carried him up to the 2nd floor. And also lie him on the bed. His eyes was so big, i think because that he knows that he had reached home. Seeing all his suffering i broke down a few times when i am that type of guys which don broke down easily. So, my family moved back there to live as it is a promised that my dad gave to my grandpa before we move out of the house. So we moved back. Everyday we have to clean his body and stuffs. And most of the time is my mummy doing it, and she done so much things to grandpa. And SOMEPPL DON APPRECIATE IT!!! IS LIKE SO FUCKING ASSHOLE. She only use her mouth and say and say and say. She did not use her hand to even help to clean my grandpa body, clean his mouth, change his diapers... Did she? NO! She did not. Come watch watch cry abit go home. Whats this??? If u don appreciate and u think u can do a better job, why don u go do? COME LAST RUN FIRST!
We take turn to change shift to look after him day, evening and night. I do most of the night because im young and i no need much sleep. So i did the night shift. And i didn't regret doing it, Everyday a doctor will come to visit him. One night his condition change and everyone was crying and crying including me. I was crying until my eyes sore up.

Tuesday
Came back from school his condition was very bad! He is breathing rapidly, then a while later bloog flow out of his mouth. And my mum started to clean his mouth and inform the rest of ppl. Everyone which grandma house at evening already. He is still breathing rapidly and around 10.58 he condition got worse, and i was just covering the blanket for him. My aunt is beside him and realise no sound when he is catching his breath. Then one aunt started to call him to leave all the worry down and leave us peacefully. And yeah he left peacefully at 11.02pm, right infront of my eyes. Saying to myself don cry, he is going to heaven, i shouldn't control his way up there. We sliently pray to him, and say our wish to him. Left his body on the bed for 8 hours and then moved the living room to prepare for tmr funeral set up. Then move his body down to the coffin the next day.

Wednesday
Was very very busy, because need to get things done. When out to buy lunch for ourselves, drinks and nuts for the funeral. Buy damn lots of things.... then flowers for my grandpa started to come in. At night, alot of guest came to pay respect to grandpa.

Alright im tired will continue another day.