It doesn't matter to me anymore!

Waiting for your text msg all the day long. Today finally text me, but i doesn't feel any touched or wad. I can't feel anything already, slowly slowly i will just fade in u. Just feel very unhappy. Why time just can't stop at thoses happy moments? It's okay, u have ur own live as well as friend. You just no need a friend like me by over caring and over control you.
Anw studied today but i just never wan to touch the english homework. Tmr have chem test but i don really understand that thingy. Although i read the notes over and over again. haha. Nothing to post already! Hope tmr will be a good day.
Oh ya i realise i have a change in my mindset after my grandpa had pass on. I will not force myself to become a pilot already. Thinking of taking over my grandpa business, i mean like not give up on my dream but just wanting to make my grandpa to be proud of me, and don wan the business to end at my generation. Heard of stories about how my grandpa manage to build up this business on his on. I believe he that time is really gone through alot of suffering. So I will just let fate to decide my path. :)