YOU RAISE ME UP.

MEI NU!!!

Me& Saymin!

Today was quite a boring day. Lessons are bored. English lesson was forever that useless! OOPPS!!! Hahaha anw after school still have english extra lesson..... Boredem.....After school stroll arounded the school, play in library. Then play freece bee, is like damn damn funny. Was laughing all the time. hahas. After that go home with CZM and niclohas. Then walk until gate that time, saw WC and gang going home, so walked together. But i never talk to daughter, as i don wan to interupt their conversation. HAHA. ps ah daughter.

Swimming training!
Damn damn freaking happy!!! I broke my last timing bye 11 secs!!!!!!!! My timing was 5.19!!! OMG!!! Im like damn freaking happy about that,yeah!!!! The timing thingy had already made me 3/4 died! Tiring!!! But is worth it to have this timing, i need to work more harder to improve. Erm....yeah alot more things we do but i lazy type la... hahha!

Whats this man??? _ _ _ _ up!

DOES YOU???

Seriously get piss up by ur attitude, this is not the you when i know u. You changed. I change too, i dunno how to care for you already. I'm tired. I think through very happy moment i had with you, indeed i am very happy. But you just change to a stranger recently and i can't adapt to it. It really give me a headache, u have so much ppl caring for you always but did u know everytime u dao me or stuff it really gets very heartbreaking??? I think u never realise, true friends are thoses who cares for u not just by mouth, true friend share the unhappy with one another. It's okay. Is my fault, all is my fault kay??? Is my care for u overboard, be a irritating guy who alway text and text non stop. YEah my fault huh!!! Thanks.

True friend fall apart but they will come back to u naturally!

It doesn't matter to me anymore!

Waiting for your text msg all the day long. Today finally text me, but i doesn't feel any touched or wad. I can't feel anything already, slowly slowly i will just fade in u. Just feel very unhappy. Why time just can't stop at thoses happy moments? It's okay, u have ur own live as well as friend. You just no need a friend like me by over caring and over control you.
Anw studied today but i just never wan to touch the english homework. Tmr have chem test but i don really understand that thingy. Although i read the notes over and over again. haha. Nothing to post already! Hope tmr will be a good day.
Oh ya i realise i have a change in my mindset after my grandpa had pass on. I will not force myself to become a pilot already. Thinking of taking over my grandpa business, i mean like not give up on my dream but just wanting to make my grandpa to be proud of me, and don wan the business to end at my generation. Heard of stories about how my grandpa manage to build up this business on his on. I believe he that time is really gone through alot of suffering. So I will just let fate to decide my path. :)

Study out with KMS!

Yeah woke up at 10 today. Feel the ache on my body, damnz pain. Haha anw use com until like11.30 then went to bath and went out of home for lunch wif mummy and grandma. Ate pastamania. Niceeess! Then went tution. After tution, went down amk to meet kms! She's late!!! Sooo badd! But did learn a number of things from her. Anw she's a good study partner! Hahas then christine yeo was like only down there slacking all the way!!! Then kms ask me some math qns, oh my!!!! Dunno how to do.... Then she was like WALAO EHHHH!!! TSK! She ask me all the qns im weak in and not good in the lor!!!! She Studied a.math. This shows that i need to work double hard!!! JY JY JY LHJ!!! YOU CAN DO IT CHIONG AH! THX KMS FOR GIVING ME A GREAT STUDY TIME! HAHAS JY JY JY FOR U TOO!!! :D

Tiring!

Yesterday school was quite fun as English lesson is damn crappy. Play play laugh laugh!!! Damn funny as we are preparing for our EL oral conversation, we need to brainstorm on the topic conversation. Then my group chooses prank and jokes. Then zhemi was like saying " When i was sleeping, my friend cover my head with a hello kitty panties" and then the whole class was like laughing and laughing all the way. I think my group is the most crappy, yet makes everyone laugh. Funz! MT period made me fucking mad. DID U GUYS HEARD OF DOING MT LISTENING COMPRE WITHOUT QNS PAPER??? My teacher lost the qns paper and like keep blaming us lah, damn mad at that time? She lost the qns paper then say until NO QNS PAPER CANNOT DO AH? We was like huh? Listening compre without qns paper call listening compre? Siao! Then keep giving us attitude like we owe her a living. Crazee bitch! So my side of ppl was like anyhow guess the ans for her! And i was like 8/20 not bad uh! Anyhow guess. haha yeah that ytd.

Today english period again! Never learn anything! :( seriously wasting of time.hahah! MT period do listening finally with qns paper. GOT 16/20. Not bad lahhhh. haha then phys lesson was boring coz i dunno how to do the paper. :( Slept for 1/2 hr. Go amk hub then home nap. After nap went for swimming training. Today training was intensive but i like it serious, swam alot alot today! Nicess. After training bluff juvena i forgotten her birthday, she was like nvm lah nvm lah! Damn nice lah her! How will i forget her bdae lor..........haha! Gave her, her present. When she is opening she say pyjamas ah? Then i replied " Pyjamas got so small de meh? Got was u can't fit in!" She was like saying " No lo im so slim!" After she sat that me and my other friend was like PUKE! HAHA! Damn funny! That all for today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUVENA

I can't be bothered.

Grandpa giving me 500 or 1000 (forgotten) bucks to speend in xia men!

School was already today. Went school study for chemistry test, IS MIRICLE THAT I WILL STUDY RITE??? The person who hates chemistry to the max will study for chem. Is like WOW. Seriously i can't believe it myself too. 1st period was chem, paper was rather okay? Yeah! Mdm tan saw me very happy and then hand singnal me "thumbs up?". I was like winks winks my eyes and nodded my head. haha. COOL! Phys practical, eeeeeeee the experiement is like damn not interesting and troublesome. Yucks! Was wanting to give up, but in the end still do. I love practical the most. Still got hell lot of work to do. Shitty im tired. Going sleep soon. Shall continue tmr! whahaha

Bad day?

Seriously i freaking don care u are designing the class tee anot, but i just don like ur style of doing things. Can't you be more honourable by doing things? Why want to fucking don let us give comment or stuff? Thinks that everything you done is rite? I mean like you should discuss with the class or even tell me and not use ppl to pull me away from listening rite? If ur fucking design is good, why would i or ppl going againist it? Like last year u design it, the girls agrees. But do you know that alot of guys don dare to wear out the class tee with that fucking ugly stickman cartoon. Is freaking ugly!!!!!!!! I will say until very clearly if u really gonna do this again, the most i don buy it only, you can treat me not in the class also. Seriously. Making a class tee not u wear only leh, is the whole class wearing leh..... U dare to wear doesn mean that ppl will wear.RITE? GAY! You tell all the ppl who agrees with you, then don tell the ppl who u think will disagree with you? What's this!!! I think i freaking care to do ur business also ah? FUCK OFF LAH!!! One play who will win ah? Come only!!!

Kinda of bad day today sia! Screwed up when doing chemistry practical, get so depress sia. I was thinking wad happen to my experiment. Wad things that have gone wrong. But at least i figure out whats wrong in the end. Not bad lah uh! I'm still damn piss with ur freaking style, nevermind i will wait until u say. U are just now using paper to cover the fire on me, wait until i can't stand it i will explode and u will know. Try it if u want lo!

WOW!

haha school was kinda of fun today. Did manage to adsorb quite a number of things! Happy! English lesson that time KMS is like flooding my phone with her msg.... She's damn powerful okay!!! Flood until my phone msg full, so i have no choice delete all her spam spam msg. Then she was like saw me doing that, then she say " Walao ppl wan me to sms them, i didn't and text u ehy!" haha.... Keep pestering me for the password for my Itouch, i knew it she will look at the photos! So bad lo!!! Give her some clue and she manage to break open the code, and expected look at my photos. Then i went to snatch back! Nanny boo boo!!! BleAX......... :P I LOVE TO EAT BANANA!!!! HAHA! My dearest cousin also text me for the whole afternoon!! She win money and don wan treat me eat!!! BAD! haha....

KMS IS A VIOLENT GIRL!!!!!!!!!

It is okay for me now already, it doesn't matter whether you are still around me anot. You still can text me, but i will not text you.

Weekdays are coming back! :(

Sian... Why weekend so fast end de ah??? Damn sian! Back from grandma house. I finally brought back the walking stick that my grandpa loves it alot! Kinda of happy, as it is a memory left for me. The stick could remind me that he hope be by my side whenever how sucky my feeling is. He is wonderful, awesome, perfect........... beautiful word are create for him. And yeah i change my blog pics to me and him. Wonderful!

Yeah grandpa thanks for appearing in my dream! I LOVE U 爷爷!!!!

I love this song..... As it describe my feeling.... :D

Forgetting the past, Looking forward to the future.

I don feel like continuing the stuff of my grand pa already. I had a dream of my grandpa just now when i am sleeping. I thought that is real and i am like so happy, then while later i came back to conciness. And i realise is just a dream, felt so sucky can! I miss my grandpa, although u have gone but you are always in my heart. Everytime in school pretending everything is fine for me, but in the fact i realise wad my grandpa teaches me in the last lesson is to carry on my life.
Everyone must go through life and death, no one can stay with you forever. Thats why someppl will say i changed, yup in did i change. Studying hard for my O levels already, guys stop playing a fool and get serious in ur work, When study STUDY, when play PLAY! This is wad we should do and don be a fool out of yourself in class.
GRANDPA I MISS U ALOT

When for swimming trainind ytd, the training was killing me. Swim 10 laps warm up, Do chin tow 50m, Do swim 100m tow 100m, do chin tow again swim 75m, tow 75m, and do 2 laps of 50m sprinting. Tired die me!! Shall stop here, pls make my tag board more alive pls! Thank you!

King Of Textile

My grandapa has passed away. Can i say finally? He have been going through so many suffering. Discharge my grandpa from the hospital on wednesday as the doctor say he only left with a few days. So we had made a decision, that is to discharge him back home to thomson green. So we need to arrange alot of thing like; ambulance, oxygen tank and stuffs. He can't speak, i also dunno wad causes it. The moffin?

Doing all the discharge stuffs. My dad and My aunt sit on the ambulanceto accompany him back home. Then the rest go on care home first to prepare the room, and wait for the ambulance to arrive. After the ambulance arrived me, my dad, 2 doctor help to carried him up to the 2nd floor. And also lie him on the bed. His eyes was so big, i think because that he knows that he had reached home. Seeing all his suffering i broke down a few times when i am that type of guys which don broke down easily. So, my family moved back there to live as it is a promised that my dad gave to my grandpa before we move out of the house. So we moved back. Everyday we have to clean his body and stuffs. And most of the time is my mummy doing it, and she done so much things to grandpa. And SOMEPPL DON APPRECIATE IT!!! IS LIKE SO FUCKING ASSHOLE. She only use her mouth and say and say and say. She did not use her hand to even help to clean my grandpa body, clean his mouth, change his diapers... Did she? NO! She did not. Come watch watch cry abit go home. Whats this??? If u don appreciate and u think u can do a better job, why don u go do? COME LAST RUN FIRST!
We take turn to change shift to look after him day, evening and night. I do most of the night because im young and i no need much sleep. So i did the night shift. And i didn't regret doing it, Everyday a doctor will come to visit him. One night his condition change and everyone was crying and crying including me. I was crying until my eyes sore up.

Tuesday
Came back from school his condition was very bad! He is breathing rapidly, then a while later bloog flow out of his mouth. And my mum started to clean his mouth and inform the rest of ppl. Everyone which grandma house at evening already. He is still breathing rapidly and around 10.58 he condition got worse, and i was just covering the blanket for him. My aunt is beside him and realise no sound when he is catching his breath. Then one aunt started to call him to leave all the worry down and leave us peacefully. And yeah he left peacefully at 11.02pm, right infront of my eyes. Saying to myself don cry, he is going to heaven, i shouldn't control his way up there. We sliently pray to him, and say our wish to him. Left his body on the bed for 8 hours and then moved the living room to prepare for tmr funeral set up. Then move his body down to the coffin the next day.

Wednesday
Was very very busy, because need to get things done. When out to buy lunch for ourselves, drinks and nuts for the funeral. Buy damn lots of things.... then flowers for my grandpa started to come in. At night, alot of guest came to pay respect to grandpa.

Alright im tired will continue another day.