Gosh!!! Shut the fuck up. My mummy is quarreling with my sister now, She abit insane recently keep finding our trouble. Seriously very irritated by her manz.... I dun like it!!! Daddy faster come back, think daddy will be back tmr ba! Come back i seriously like my daddy, although he is sometime like a BLOCK but he is damn good to us. If is saw me not eating breakfast, he will go anyhow make something for me. cool rite! Coz he say breakfast is very important, yup and i think i should really learn from my daddy is how to spend money wisely....he is good at it manx...yeah...
Anyway ytd mummy want to pick a fight with me. Why must keep forcing me to study??? Damn sux can! i really dun like she forcing me to study. I just wan to study in MY COMFORTABLE PACE????Why cannot??? The more she force me i will rebonce harder only! Don stress me!!! Im already every vex about something already still irritated me. I just show a fucking black face and ask her to shut up and go sleep, and i added " I very 烦 already! stop irritating me!"... Then she keep asking me wad happen, but i dun like to tell her. Coz she is not open minded person and is not a good person to choose to hear my stuff! So, called xavier and talk as i very vex. Then mummy come kpo again, keep asking me who is it and call me kup the phone!!! I was fucking angry and i say back! IM A GAY LAH NOT TOKING TO GIRL LAH! Then say keep irritaing me!!! Fucking unhappy!!!! I seriously wish she could be calm and tok to me nicely, that will make me feel like talking to her more, but she's so hot tempered i really cannot communicate with her! If she really know me well will she know well she will know im seriously upset, but she know?? she only scold and scold! Fucking hate it! Seriously dun feel like coming home when daddy is not in! :( I know i shouldn't but i dislike the way she control as and scold us! Seriiously can't stand it!!! REALLY REALLY!!!!
Anyway i was sort of crazy and blur today, I WAS VERY UPSET BECAUSE I'VE LOSE A CLOSE FRIEND AND I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE ALREADY! Damn damn upset over it, seriously i nvr lose any close friends before! I saw the text and i knew our relationship will stop there le. Coz i serious scared i MIGHT fall in love with her, thats why i say stop texting me as *********. No choice since we have stop msging let it be ba! Close friend just gone like that was damn upset! It's okay seriously! Like vannessa say to me im a flirt wad! So let it be... i dun really care anymore! Wad for i care?? Losing a close friend seriously hurt like hell. Even though now if we are back to normal it still cannot be back to the happy memory like last time! Never mind liao lah... focus on study, focus on swimming training.... Just let it stay like this....
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