Sorry sorry is really not ur fault girl. Serious! U say i didn't talk to you, will made ppl feel like u are the one who is wrong. But im really don mean it, you know is how hard to be friends again? Its damn difficult even wanting to talk to you. Not i dun wan to talk to you, is i am afraid.... I know you and him is impossible, but u know everytime i see u playing wif him until so close i feel damn hurt? Like a knife cutting through my heart and made me breathless. I just dun like the feeling thats why when i saw u playing wif him, i will find excuses to go away or pretend that i never see anything. Trying to bluff myself for not seeing anything. I go silent is always better then i talk when im on fire rite? Agree? I seriously also dun wish things will turn out like that, i also hope we will like the past.

Hehexx swimming training today! Was cool. Be the mini instructor, teach the kid to swim breaststroke well for the lesson. haha the little kid was like keep looking around and cannot concentrate on his swimming and stroke. But it was good experience as i was given the chance to teach swimming. I can't take swimming instructor course now as im having O level this year, and i need like 30hr of attachment? I have no time for it. This year is damn stressful..... study hard this year and don regret next year. So i can take up alot of things like ; Swimming Instructor course, Lifesaving Instructor, Water Polo, Scuba diving, Tennis, if possible i would like to play softball! Is damn fun fun fun! Yah alot things ba! I will work for my own money okay! Im not the person who will always get money from parent. Being independent is the best thing ever!!! ahaha....
Sian..... tmr still got investiture!!!! Going to be damn bored manxxx!!! How how how? :( Going to math tution straight after the thing ended. Haiz.... never do revision for today! Can someone stress me on study??? Pls

P/S: Missing christine 妹妹 5th day!