6 GREAT FRIEND!

Since i have nothing to post i shall post about my friends then!


JingHan (Piggy)
My super good girl friend, her actions is always that funny. Dunno why! I remember i first know her at WWW (Slide up top). She talk to me first, and was like asking me a number of qns. And she say me very quiet. Butt.......at times goooo by she say me TALKATIVE liao! :( First saw her, my impression was she is a COOL girl! Indescribable! And started to call one another nickname, she is my one and only piggy! Went sentosa with her, and dinner with her always after work. We share and talk about alot of things. haha.... Yeah... she have FINALLY took the lifeguard course 2 mth ago and successfully pass, after missing 5 times of the course! hahas :P




Me and JH at sentosa!


Me, Cola, JH at sentosa!


This picture was taken on 1/1/10 after new year countdown!

WenChing :D (Daughter)
Just know her this year, by cedric i think... it is on the way walking to bus stop and cedric was like random shouted "EH WENCHING, XAVIER LIKE YOU" Then she turn back and look, we was like so awaken that time. Then around that time have PSL family day camp, then i was like went there after my swimming training and just nice is the "night walk" part. The best to disturb ppl, so went around to disturb ppl including her. Then put chilli, mayonise on all kind of craps i found just put on her... Then i rmb she said "eh you every 烦 leh!". Then i was like WOW! haha then from that day we are like enemy keep cursing one another. haha.... buttt now our relationship are so good hor wenching!!! She is my daughter and im her daddy! Feels great to have a daughter like that! haha... Eh daughter faster go poke ur pig leg lah! Later get serious u don sit there and cry ah! Tell u 1st! Don wish that i will carry u home although our house is kinda nearby only! Lovess youu!


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Juvena :PPPP (The 麻烦 one~)
Hmmm know her for like 2 plus year, know her in my swimming training....She is a good jie okay! Although she always come find my trouble but was never angry! Coz she is 麻烦 de! haha... she counsel me when im down, she accompany me thru alot of hard times, she is really great. Went work together LAST TIME, but coz now got SOMEPPL SNATCH HER FROM ME! So have lesser time with her liao and no chance go out lunch with her le... coz she is always busy nao! :(


Me and juv on 2009 cny visit to instructor house!


Christine :)
We was once close, but now we are not that close le. Haha. She went thailand recently and was happy she came back safe and sound. Good! I will still be by her side if she ever needs me! Love you 妹妹！Who dare bully you tell 哥哥 okay? hahas :D




JiaXin :)
Know her from sec 1, and i dunno how we met also. Then we was like exchanging one another picture, so i gave her a picture of me when im was pri 1 or 2 (It is below). And recently she took the picture of the picture and tag me on FB i was seriously shock that the photo is still with her. And according to her, she say the picture is still in a good condition. haha. And i have lost her photo! 3 yearsss plusss leh still keep it until so good condition! haha love u abit lah! haha... anw was teaching her poa recently, the good part in her is she is willing to learn and have a positive attitude! She just call me to teach her poa tmr! So going out to teach her tmr!


That photo!


JX and Me on malaysia field trip!

Xavier (The Mood Swing one)
He is just a sucker! Always mood swing the give ppl attitude! DBT sia!!! But he is still my close friend which i will share things with... SUCKER! DO MORE POA! DUNNO DE THING COME AND ASK ME BUT PLS DON RE ASK THE QNS WHICH I SERIOUSLY TEACH U ALOT OF TIME LE....VERY 烦! AND WILL MAKE ME VERY HOT!!!! PLS DON!!!!


To others: You all are my good and great friend too i will forever rmb i have you as my friend. You all is always at my heart! (L)

Photoss!!! Will update blog soon! :D

Sorry sorry is really not ur fault girl. Serious! U say i didn't talk to you, will made ppl feel like u are the one who is wrong. But im really don mean it, you know is how hard to be friends again? Its damn difficult even wanting to talk to you. Not i dun wan to talk to you, is i am afraid.... I know you and him is impossible, but u know everytime i see u playing wif him until so close i feel damn hurt? Like a knife cutting through my heart and made me breathless. I just dun like the feeling thats why when i saw u playing wif him, i will find excuses to go away or pretend that i never see anything. Trying to bluff myself for not seeing anything. I go silent is always better then i talk when im on fire rite? Agree? I seriously also dun wish things will turn out like that, i also hope we will like the past.

Hehexx swimming training today! Was cool. Be the mini instructor, teach the kid to swim breaststroke well for the lesson. haha the little kid was like keep looking around and cannot concentrate on his swimming and stroke. But it was good experience as i was given the chance to teach swimming. I can't take swimming instructor course now as im having O level this year, and i need like 30hr of attachment? I have no time for it. This year is damn stressful..... study hard this year and don regret next year. So i can take up alot of things like ; Swimming Instructor course, Lifesaving Instructor, Water Polo, Scuba diving, Tennis, if possible i would like to play softball! Is damn fun fun fun! Yah alot things ba! I will work for my own money okay! Im not the person who will always get money from parent. Being independent is the best thing ever!!! ahaha....
Sian..... tmr still got investiture!!!! Going to be damn bored manxxx!!! How how how? :( Going to math tution straight after the thing ended. Haiz.... never do revision for today! Can someone stress me on study??? Pls

P/S: Missing christine 妹妹 5th day!

No MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD!!!

Haiz tried to study just now but can't focus, dunno wad happen to me! Sighsss.... anw school was kinda already for me today. Nothing special, however mrs toh is unable to teach as math for the time being, as she is going for a operation tmr. She will be back only around end of may period, she is a good teacher as she really have the patience to tolerate of class. Seriously not every teacher can have the patience to keep teaching you until you understand the qns. haha anw hope she will be fine and everything go smoothly for her.... hrmm as well as me ba! hahas

Yeah after school went to play basketball wif xav,jx, alvin and hg.... Nice playing with them except for one, but if he is not in. the game will not be competitive anymore? haha ya... anw today was chemistry practical. Mdm Tan don allow us to do practical today :( :( :( and only just show us how to do the experiment. :( damn sad cannot do experiment! haha.... Btw do you guys know why PEICAI SEC have no MONEY? Because of us this type of destroyer...see below to see!

Can you see the small pcs of the glasses on the floor?

Its was chop by using the stool. haha

P/S Thanks my daughter Wenching for surpporting me all the way (L).

P/S/S Missing Christine 妹妹 for the 4th day!

Stop Reminding Me Of Her

Hey dude,
I seriously starting to hate you more and more. SERIOUSLY! I don like you always dunno something and then act like as if you know it very well. I seriously don like it sia!!! Are you try to piss me off by reminding me about her? Like " Aiyo 今天我的老婆没有contact 我!" Is like wtf, you know i dun like ppl to say about her infront of me yet you purposely do that. So what man i seriously don care about you manz....as a friend you can don think for ur friend feeling. You sux and i don care if u did read my blog a not! u just sux!

To somepeople,
Im seriously very sorry for dao-ing you this few days, im seriously very very sorry. I still can't let go! I know that im the person that can be replaceable anytime like now? U have a "Husband" le already. So just call him morning call you and say sweet things to you beh. Im fine nowwww!!! Im seriously still trying to let go and treat u like a friend. So ya just let it be like that ba! You are happy jiu okay le! Im also happy now too!!!

Test Test Test!

Sian had physics and english. Think i won't done well in neither one! :( haiz.... Studying for the mid-year already! Have you? :) haha anw went to play basketball after the english mock paper, haha as fun as usual! haha..... Then went home wif zhen mi, on the lift up. There was this father carrying a baby and grandfather, then i was like msging, then the baby keep staring and like wanting to play wif my phone. haha then the father said to me" He wants your phone" The baby is so damn cute.... haha....off for dinner then go study le! hahas :D

Missing Christine 妹妹 2nd day!

Reminds me of you. :(

Was listening to 987fm while i was studying just now, they played one song that seriously remind me of you. The feeling is totally a suckie one, my mood drop to the lowest. When the song is playing, my mind is all the flashback we had before. Missing you badly! :( and now im still really in a down mood! Haizzzz..... will update more at night ba..... :(:(

Continue..... on 10.41pm
Just got back from grandma's house. Haha alot of nice nice food there... hehe....full full fat fat!!! hahas anw i am wondering how's my 妹妹 doing in thailand. Miss her manzzz. Quite worry for her as you all know now the situation in thailand in not that fine. Hmmm how is she? Praying for her, wishing her is safe and sound. :) haha.... blaming myself being sucha pig, on the day she lefts singapore i reminded her to text me before going off. And she did text me before she went off, but i didn't notice that my hp was ringing as i was sleeping. Tsk! So didn't manage to reply her!!! :(

To Christine,
Must come back safe and sound uh!!! Take care of urself there okay??? Hong Jin is missing uuuuu!!! :D

A Very Busy Day Cum Swimming

Yo! people! haha today is a super busy day for me. Hardly to get some rest till now. Poor thing rite? hahas... School was abit slacking today, the lesson is relax relax type. 1st and 2nd period was POA, as usual not listening in class. You know why? Coz the teacher is teaching CRAPS! I trust my tutor more than him. Thats why? Anw he don really care if i got listen anot? Coz i done his test and score quite well so he don really worry for me. Anw MEET SOMEBODY OUTSIDE GIRLS TOILET SOMEMORE TO BUY COUPONS FROM HER! So good rite me! hahas :D 3rd period was mdm devi class her class seriously sucks like hell can! Dunno wad she is teaching! scream and scream i think ytd she scream at me becoz xavier they all walk out while i was sitting at my sit! Then she come scream them back and scolded me too! I don like to being accuse so i shouted back at her "I also never go out shout at me for what.... shout shout shout!"
And she was like " Hong Jin mind ur manners",
i reply " Wad manner u shout at me for nothing lehy!"
She said " I wan to talk to u after class"
I already think of plans to counter her back. Cos she love to say " i will call ur parents", and i thought of a way to counter which is " CALL LAH CALL LAH! JUST CALL LAH EVERYDAY CALL CALL CALL!" Yeah... but in the end she never said that, she say some craps to me and i can't to be bothered! Anw back to today things, after recess had physics practical. It is not as fun as chemistry practical! haha. After pyhsics is school ends, went down to canteen to look for his booth is about F&N de things, like eat healthly, remove skin from chicken before consuming and why? haha... me and co. was like supporting them by pulling ppl to the booth! haha

Then when is about 12.50pm we went for chemistry remedial. And of coz i am in band 4 the lousiest band, however miss yup teaching was awesome! I can understand her explaination clearly, and kinda build my interest more on chem liao. The lesson ended late as i need to go for my POA tution after the remedial, was late for POA tution! Tired! Done quite few things today.
Then headed back home! And i was already half died there, then must bring my brother to his swimming lessons at 7pm. So i reached home is around 6.15? Pack my swimming training stuff and blah blah blah then brought him to his swimming lessons. Which is also my coach teaching, went down to the water see them train.

Can't imagine how boring it is looking at them swimming, i didn't swim much coz later is my REAL TRAINING! So, must conserve energy, awhile later coach bring a kid to me and call me to train and correct him. He is like only pri 4 or 5? Ya! So, was quited excited! hahas. Coach him along with me, coach also thought me how to train them if they can't float. Hmm then coach also taught me a few technics on coaching them, nice experience! Coach also tell me this " Teach them really must have patience orelse u will sure vomit blood!" Quite true okay! Then okay finally my training started. Start with 5 sets of I.M which is Breaststroke(2 Laps), Backstroke(2 Laps), Lifesaving sidestroke(2 Laps) and Freestlye (2 Laps) this is known as a set of I.M.....So u think how tiring it is! Then learn back tumberturn, means u swim back stroke and tumberturn straight. No need change to freestyle then normal tumberturns this is wad people do in competition. Nowadays, they dun use back tumberturns anymore. They will change to freestyle and do the tumberturn as, it is allowed to do so in competition! So lean back tumberturn, was somehow difficult unless ur estimating of distance is good. Succeed 2 to 3 out of 6? haha lousy! But can't be blame no one will use it liao. But we still need to learn! Will stop here.... im soooo tired!!!! hahas

Regretted (8/4)

Regret is a negative conscious and emotional reaction to personal past acts and behavior. Regret is often felt when someone feels sadness, shame, embarrassment, depression, annoyance or gulit after committing an action or actions that the person later wishes that he or she had not done it. I am one of those that had regretted on what i've done, i wish that time could rewind and i promise i wont't do it. But time could not be rewind, it can never go back to the past no matter how to wish, it just impossible to happen. What done have been done is the excuses to convince myself.
But sometimes i just hate myself from saying that out, if i could control things won't turn out like that. Now even i saw u and even u saw me we will be like so embarrass to look at one another or even talk to each other. Felt really uncomfortable, really regretted on wad i have done and doesn't expect things to turn out like this. How? Wad should i do? The embarrassment will never end if we don overcome it. I really hope we could be like the past. Could we? Can we? Will me? Sometimes when i am alone i seriously felt empty and i will miss ur presence. :(

Anw MDM TAN FINALLY FINALLY AND A FINALLY!!!! PRATICAL LESSON!!!! WHOOO~~~ Chemistry practical is the most fun thing ever in earth! Plus is MADAM TANNNN LEH THE MUSHROON HEAD! Wow cool man! The only lesson i listen attentively in class and will not fall asleep in her class. She show as the experiment 1st before we do it. However however i fail the experiment over and over again! :( :( But at least i know wad happen, learn from every mistake you learn! hehes!

Unhappy post today! May leave if u don wan to write!

Gosh!!! Shut the fuck up. My mummy is quarreling with my sister now, She abit insane recently keep finding our trouble. Seriously very irritated by her manz.... I dun like it!!! Daddy faster come back, think daddy will be back tmr ba! Come back i seriously like my daddy, although he is sometime like a BLOCK but he is damn good to us. If is saw me not eating breakfast, he will go anyhow make something for me. cool rite! Coz he say breakfast is very important, yup and i think i should really learn from my daddy is how to spend money wisely....he is good at it manx...yeah...
Anyway ytd mummy want to pick a fight with me. Why must keep forcing me to study??? Damn sux can! i really dun like she forcing me to study. I just wan to study in MY COMFORTABLE PACE????Why cannot??? The more she force me i will rebonce harder only! Don stress me!!! Im already every vex about something already still irritated me. I just show a fucking black face and ask her to shut up and go sleep, and i added " I very 烦 already! stop irritating me!"... Then she keep asking me wad happen, but i dun like to tell her. Coz she is not open minded person and is not a good person to choose to hear my stuff! So, called xavier and talk as i very vex. Then mummy come kpo again, keep asking me who is it and call me kup the phone!!! I was fucking angry and i say back! IM A GAY LAH NOT TOKING TO GIRL LAH! Then say keep irritaing me!!! Fucking unhappy!!!! I seriously wish she could be calm and tok to me nicely, that will make me feel like talking to her more, but she's so hot tempered i really cannot communicate with her! If she really know me well will she know well she will know im seriously upset, but she know?? she only scold and scold! Fucking hate it! Seriously dun feel like coming home when daddy is not in! :( I know i shouldn't but i dislike the way she control as and scold us! Seriiously can't stand it!!! REALLY REALLY!!!!
Anyway i was sort of crazy and blur today, I WAS VERY UPSET BECAUSE I'VE LOSE A CLOSE FRIEND AND I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE ALREADY! Damn damn upset over it, seriously i nvr lose any close friends before! I saw the text and i knew our relationship will stop there le. Coz i serious scared i MIGHT fall in love with her, thats why i say stop texting me as *********. No choice since we have stop msging let it be ba! Close friend just gone like that was damn upset! It's okay seriously! Like vannessa say to me im a flirt wad! So let it be... i dun really care anymore! Wad for i care?? Losing a close friend seriously hurt like hell. Even though now if we are back to normal it still cannot be back to the happy memory like last time! Never mind liao lah... focus on study, focus on swimming training.... Just let it stay like this....

Love?

Gosh.. i can't study recently and i dunno why! Just not in the right mood to study, open the book and tried to study but i can't understand a single thing. The feeling is totally sucks to the max! I seriously need to study and like meisian said must start to pull up my socks already. Thanks uh! She had been studying hard recently must learn from her manzzz....How to concentrate???? haiz.....
This thing had be bothering me for a few days already! Im seriously scared i will fall in love with you, today someone is like sitting beside of me in the POA class. So, she was like asking me whether i really like her _ _ _ _ _ _. And at that point of time i stunned and i think, so do i really like her? And i did take a long time to think and reply the answer, and the answer i can give only "I DUNNO!" Coz i seriously dunno...... Yup i admit that i have good feeling towards her, but is that call love? And i also dunno whether i had already let ten go of the past. Hmmm what should i do??? Confusing! Suxxx or should i remain everything like now?

Edited on 11.16pm

I dunno whether have u saw this blog. Or are u avoiding me now? i serious dunno. U reply me in a so weird manner which i dun want it to be!

Muffins Day

Yo yo yo! Back to blog... hahas anw today bake muffins with my sister, hmm it turns out not that bad okay? hahas... yup. Woke up by my sister at around 10am? Yeah then she starts pestering me to bake muffins with her. Haiz... so i was like thinking, i also very long never bake thingy liao, so okay lo! When to bath then started baking muffins, then in the afternoon went for math tution. Although my math is good but i want even better.... hahas... the paper was hard but i manage to finish faster then the express one! I am smart!!! haha... sometimes i really think their damn stupid lah, their qns is like so easy to answer but they still dunno how to do. haiz... haha anw i studied for like 4 hrs today? Its like seriously not enough lah.... I NEED TO STUDY MORE!!! AND I ALSO NEED TO BE MORE FOCUS!!!! Haiz haiz haiz... tmr will be studying whole day, going to put my handphone aside so i can concentrate on studying. Will reply msg when i am having my own break. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! 必胜!!!! CHIONGGG AH!!!!








Trying to fix that machine.




Hotdog as my breakfast, eating while baking. :)





Putting into the oven.

Bake bake bake! Baking in process!



Yeah is out! The taste is like ok ok only nia! When the taste is better i will bake for girlfriendLow!

Finally a new running shoe! Can finally go running! :DDDDDD

This photo is cool! haha with pang pang!