Grandma bdae today!

Hi people! Shall update my blog more often. Anw haven been training muaythai with xavier for a long time liao, coz everyone is like damn busy? Dunno my skills have deprove anot. Haha. Shall go back training after my O levels. Ahhhhs Saying about o level im actually really very scared, but sometimes i just dun have the motivation to start my work and revision. Everytime i say i will study..... blah blah blah. In the end i wont. :( yeah.....
I hate myself sometimes, as i think sometimes i talk like a pie kia or ah beng. I don like Im so going to change coz im a GENTLEMAN! Opps! haha! Yeah.... anw i am going to 改变自己! haha! Crazee rite? yeahhh... i know. Anw ytd i recevied a call from WWW to call me to go work, i was like walao sian.... then i was thinking to reject, so find some stupid excuses. Although i really miss thoses fun working days with my working friends but exam is very near le so better not ba. haha!


Grandma bdae today, going her place later in the evening to celebrate with her. Cmf will alot of nice nice food and cmf i will down there keep eating and eating. haha! Hope it will be fun later! Im going to watch ai. Although is like thoses old old ppl to watch de, but i think i just got influence by grandpa on watching it. I am wondering how is grandpa doing up in heaven. Is he good up therE? Is everything fine up there? I miss the times with him.......... I WANNA HIM BACK! Although i know this is impossible, was watching his last bairthday celebration video ytd night. Just trying to hold back all my tears, hiding under the blanket and watch it over and over again. I rmb his bdae falls on my AWARD OF MERIT exam. Then after my exam i rush to his birthday celebration! And i was late. :( he didn't even blame me. His the best grandpa, no one will ever replace him.

P/s: Grandpa i know u dote me the most, u only rmb me and sing hui birthdates. U don even rmb ur own children birthdates. I know u are always worrying about me, as u know i don like to study. But grandpa, don worry i will do u proud in the O level! I wanna let u know, i can do it! But..... no more free trip oversea, without uuuu.... :( bleaxx :P Lastly, Grandpa I LOVE U TTM! (L)