Saturday, August 14, 2010

Living for others is too tiring, LIVE FOR YOURSELF INSTEAD!



Yeah back to blog~~
Gosh.... Wednesday is getting nearer and nearer. Damn scared to get the result back although i know that i had really done my very best. Hope i could get back a good result, if i got back the result and is below B3 i would retake the Chinese paper at the end of the year. If i got B4 this subject is useless to me already coz the courses which i wanted to go is like must get a average of every subject a B3 so...... i must really study hard. Woke up early this morning, felt very refreshing while doing morning exercises. Although i'm aching everywhere! Hehee but i just love to exercise... Btw i've been eating and eating everyday, I'm also getting fatter and fatter. I don like to be fat so.... must slim down! Oh ya going out for seafood dinner today!!! Yeah yeah yeah~~~ SEE LAH!!! Gonna be fat again! Just can't resist the temptation of seafooooddd.... Iloveit!!!! Hmmm going for tution soon..... need to study damn freaking hard!!! 3 MORE MONTHS I MUST ENDUREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! After that i am not going to touch my books! yay!!!! Just finished doing my tution work, oopps! Is last min but at least i finish it. I'm sucha good boy.... Can't believe it! Haha. Oh ya i will be staying over at grandma house today. Hmm i should say every saturday i will stay there ba! To accompany my grandma.


I miss you grandpa! I really really miss you alot, could u come to my dream to let me see you plz? Wondering how have you been in heaven. You are the only strong man inside my heart, time past so fast this coming monday is you 49days. It's just like a blink, it feels like you just left us ytd. You are the best grandpa i had. I really want to thanks god that he give me sucha good grandpa, u leave us with good memories! Sometimes lying on the bed looking up onto the celling, i saw those happy moments, and your funny and cute actions! Your cute actions never fails to make us laugh. In our heart you are just like a 老 HERO. You can resovle anything. Actually until right noww i can't accept the fact that u have left us. How i wish i could bring you out for a seafood feast again! I rmb i once told myself, when i am 18 i will go and learn driving. And once i gotten the licence i would drove you out for Dimsum! Thats your favourate! But........ I really felt that is the only thing i promise myself and i can't accomplish it, and no more chance. Emotionally sad whenever i thinks of you or even other people mention it..... I just can overcome it..... And time will never wash away the memories u gave to me! LASTLY I LOVE YOU 亲爱的爷爷!







**痛苦是快乐的种子,先苦后甜! LHJ strive for the MAX!

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