It's okay.

I'm tired already. Seriously.

I don wan to stress u neither myself.

Nvm u can go handle ur friendS is okay for me now,

Im not going to care anymore, im tired.

There are to many things happening on me recently.

Im really going to collapse soon.

Since u have so many friend to entertain, it fine with me then.

Okay im so not going to say anything already.

I Said i dun care but can i do it? U are always my good daughter waiting for u to turn back.

Friday.

Something happen. No mood went down to daddy office see see look look. Then went down for tution, on the way to tution centre the bus im on almost had and serious accident. Everyone in the bus flew including me. Thanks im still alive serious. Then while walking in the tution centre i was thinking about something and didn't realise that there is a stone chair infront of me. And i just bang my leg on it. It's a hard bang but i can't feel anything. coz this is a much small case compare to the one im thinking. Then at night went for swimming, was no mood all the way but i still put up a smile to entertain my lifesaving teamates. They did not notice something is wrong with me, only Juv can tell im wrong. Thanks for ur conselling. Although it doesn't help. Took timing for Lifesaving Distinction award, I didn't done well for the timing. 5.30mins i reach, which the timing for that is 6min. Although im the best in class but it really not good. We must untie our clothing and pants,then Struddle jump into the pool and swim 100m and tow 100m in 6mins. Everyone almost die there. Played with juv, she damn great friend. Although she always piss me off but she wont like avoid or something when we playing. Cool. I rmb once i grab her hand and make her hug the pillar, and she did not angry or wad. My lifesaving class is a good team, we don agrue with one another or fight. We tolerate, we strive. However, sometime when u really think friends that knows to forgive and forget is the friend u worth to make. Although we have conflicts sometimes but we get down and settle. Don hide inside inside our heart. Contiue with the swimming training, we then done contact tow. Swim 50m and tow 50m. Tired. Then done 3 sets of IM. Each set is (2 laps of breaststroke,2 laps of backstroke, 2 laps of side kick, 2laps of freestyle) tired die me. Thats all for my friday life. Moody,sad, and helpless mood.

Saturday

Woke up at 10.30 then ate my breakfast. Then recevied a call from mummy saying that grandpa cannot discharge today, because his lung infection came back again. Whenever i saw the nurse doing the sucking for him, i saw his suffering face i felt like crying. I felt im lousy i can't help him in anything. I don mind to take all his suffering, and he can be the healthy one. He have been in the hospital for so long, until friday the doctor say tmr can go home liao. Then friday night his condition is damn damn bad. His condition went back to the time he 1st got lung infection. Felt freaking down when i see him lying on the bed. He is my precious one in my life, i don wan him to be like that. When down the hospital at like 6++, coz i have tution before that. Stay there until like 9+++ then went home. Then daddy said he wan wash car,coz he is too busy until no time to wash care. So went to help up to clean the Estima until shiny shiny! Estima is the best! Thats all for my saturday life.