Fathers Day?

I spend my whole fathers day in the hospital,

it is so terrible.

Got a latest shocking news.

The doctor call us to be prepare already.

ahhhhhs not going to talk anymore.

bye.

Thanks daughter for wishing me a happy fathers day. :)

Dark chocolate???

Hello guys back to blog,

ytd was to tired to blog as ytd swimming training was freaking tiring.

We do warm up by swimming 10freestyle and 10 breaststoke.

After that coach take us. Gosh...torture!!!!

We done 4 sets of swim 50m tow 50m.

The 1st lap my timing was 1.57, then second lap 2.15, followed by third lap 2.15, the forth lap coach forgot to press the timing. =.=

Yah.

Its sound easy rite??

Go try then, it make sure u crawl home from the swimming complex.

Okay i shall now talk about my personal stuff,

bascially, people who really knows me will know i love to eat dark chocolate.

And i will whenever i get moody and upset.

It always cheer me up.

However, this time i eat chocolate it can't cheer me up already, i dunno why too.

Have been thinking about our stuff for this past few days.

I really wish we could be like the past as close as last time.....

AND AND PEOPLE STOP USING "LOL" IN MY TEXT MSG!!!! I FREAKING DON LIKE IT.

Going tutiion later then head down to hospital to see grandpa.

Thats why i am up so late, coz i know i will be home late todayy...Tired...

How i wish u are beside me to motivate me. :(

Saddly this is only my one side thoughts.

You have always much more important than me.

Can you be by my side to encouragment? Only your encouragment will give me strength. :)

Guys will get jealous easier!

Terrible day i had today.

Recently spending my time in hospital beside my grandpa now.

He is still damn weak, he is suffering there.

Felt damn sad, seeing me have so many tubes around him.

He is getting skinner and skinner,

Was damn heartbreaking.

Trying to smile infront of him always hope that it would cheer him up and let him think that nothing gonna to happen to him.

Studied in hospital but awhile later i fall asleep. TIRED.

I think im going to fall sick soon. Running up down the hospital that have so much virus.

Feel kinda unwell now already.

Then after wake up look at grandpa, then he was still like blur blur......haiz!!!

HOW HOW HOW???

Then accompany grandma go walk walk at NTUC,

she keep wanting to buy food for me to eat.... and always saw me he will say

HONG JIN!!!! WHY U GETTING SKINNER AND SKINNER???

I was like?? huh??? Im like getting fatter and fatter lo! Still say i skinny

She bought 2 box tako balls and bought me a set of QQ Rice!!!

NICEESSSS!!!!!

Eat and eat and eat and never exercise.

Im so lazy nowadays lah!!! HOW CAN!!!! HAIZ!!!!

LIFE FULL OF HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeling: Shitty!

Feel kinda unwell today,

i dunno why too? Maybe the weather?

Was planning to do holiday assignment today, but in the end i never done any shit!

Coz went to hospital to visit grandpa.

Still the same. Weak, alot of flame inside.

Was texting my long lost friend SOO EN NING in the hospital.

Hmmm....she is my best buddy can!

We have the same dream to work in Singapore airline.

She wanted to be Air stewardess, and i wanted to be the pilot.

We were always talking about this last year in the classroom.

We also motivate one another to study.

But now we have to talk in sms coz she is no longer in my class.

But our dreams never change and i will also strive hard to achieve my dream goal.

Anw she share with me her experience when her grandpa is having the same condition as my grandpa now. And i think that it really really open up my heart. I will try to slowly let go by not so depending on my grandpa. Treasure the time u have now. Once miss it means miss forever.

Thanks EN NING for your consultation and toking sense to me! :D

**Thought u will text me after camp break or u had reach home. Unfortunately u didn't kinda heartbreaking.But it's ok i understand. :)

Wad am i doing nowadays?

I have been neglecting my studies alot too in this june holidays,

i really can't find back the mood to study at this one month break.

I think i really need to buck up already.

As time is getting shorter and shorter.

I should make use of this nice time i have now.

Haiz..... Who can motivate me??

I really wan to study but i can't!!!!!

MOTIVATE MOTIVATE MOTIVATE ME PLSSSSSS!!!!!!

This holiday should be a good time to catch up my school work and stuff.

But i use this holiday to play, eat sleep.

Seriously cannot be like this.

Shall try to study if i can...

When is daughter going to be back???? Missing daughter badly!

Just finishing watching (wo ai chang xia qu) i seriously thinks that their damn pro although they can't see. It is damn difficult for a person to memorise lyrics without looking at it. I really very admire their spirts. :)

LIM HONG JIN IS ALWAYS EATING ALL KINDS OF FOOD HE CAN FIND IN HIS HOUSE AND NEVER EXERCISE. HE IS GRAINING WEIGHT!

HE NEEDS TO SLIM DOWN!

Finally!

For my precious daughter.

Yeah finally daddy bought a new computer. Yeah damn fast i like!

Hmmm daughter went to camp today hope everythings go fine for her. :D

I am the type of guy will be jealous of stuff very easily.

Pardon me if i make u angry or thought i dao u,

im sorry.

I really don like you to say things about him to me.

Haiz.......

Wishing everythings go fine for her in the camp! :)

Although i know she is still kinda mad with me, but i promise i will also be beside her whenever she needs me. I will wait for her to forgive me. :)

It's okay.

I'm tired already. Seriously.

I don wan to stress u neither myself.

Nvm u can go handle ur friendS is okay for me now,

Im not going to care anymore, im tired.

There are to many things happening on me recently.

Im really going to collapse soon.

Since u have so many friend to entertain, it fine with me then.

Okay im so not going to say anything already.

I Said i dun care but can i do it? U are always my good daughter waiting for u to turn back.

Friday.

Something happen. No mood went down to daddy office see see look look. Then went down for tution, on the way to tution centre the bus im on almost had and serious accident. Everyone in the bus flew including me. Thanks im still alive serious. Then while walking in the tution centre i was thinking about something and didn't realise that there is a stone chair infront of me. And i just bang my leg on it. It's a hard bang but i can't feel anything. coz this is a much small case compare to the one im thinking. Then at night went for swimming, was no mood all the way but i still put up a smile to entertain my lifesaving teamates. They did not notice something is wrong with me, only Juv can tell im wrong. Thanks for ur conselling. Although it doesn't help. Took timing for Lifesaving Distinction award, I didn't done well for the timing. 5.30mins i reach, which the timing for that is 6min. Although im the best in class but it really not good. We must untie our clothing and pants,then Struddle jump into the pool and swim 100m and tow 100m in 6mins. Everyone almost die there. Played with juv, she damn great friend. Although she always piss me off but she wont like avoid or something when we playing. Cool. I rmb once i grab her hand and make her hug the pillar, and she did not angry or wad. My lifesaving class is a good team, we don agrue with one another or fight. We tolerate, we strive. However, sometime when u really think friends that knows to forgive and forget is the friend u worth to make. Although we have conflicts sometimes but we get down and settle. Don hide inside inside our heart. Contiue with the swimming training, we then done contact tow. Swim 50m and tow 50m. Tired. Then done 3 sets of IM. Each set is (2 laps of breaststroke,2 laps of backstroke, 2 laps of side kick, 2laps of freestyle) tired die me. Thats all for my friday life. Moody,sad, and helpless mood.

Saturday

Woke up at 10.30 then ate my breakfast. Then recevied a call from mummy saying that grandpa cannot discharge today, because his lung infection came back again. Whenever i saw the nurse doing the sucking for him, i saw his suffering face i felt like crying. I felt im lousy i can't help him in anything. I don mind to take all his suffering, and he can be the healthy one. He have been in the hospital for so long, until friday the doctor say tmr can go home liao. Then friday night his condition is damn damn bad. His condition went back to the time he 1st got lung infection. Felt freaking down when i see him lying on the bed. He is my precious one in my life, i don wan him to be like that. When down the hospital at like 6++, coz i have tution before that. Stay there until like 9+++ then went home. Then daddy said he wan wash car,coz he is too busy until no time to wash care. So went to help up to clean the Estima until shiny shiny! Estima is the best! Thats all for my saturday life.

Trip Cancel! :((((((((

Fcuk man!!! The trip is cancel, and i damn sad now.

Why so many unhappy things is happening on my hoilday,

feel damn stress.

I wan to go some place to calm my mind,

AND I REALLY REALLY NEED!

IM SO VEXX!!

WHAT TO DO NOW???

I need some guidance,

who can give me so good suggestion?

Im really sruggling now.

I've been thinking wad causes our drift?

Am i being to sensitive or wad?

I wan a answer.

Hope that im really thinking to much ba.

You seems different when u came back from _ _ _ camp.

Trying to keep more and more secret,

last time we are not like this.

U will tell me ur problem and we slove it?

But now???? Things just change.....................

I CAN SAY WE ARE NOT AS CLOSE AS BEFORE ALREADY.:(

Drifting apart.

We are drifting away,

and im kinda sad this happens.

Shouldn't we be the good good _ _ _?

WHY would this happen?

U text me back so dao...

Maybe u can't feel it but it is seriously damn hurting,

if u dun wan to reply me its okay with me. Whatever manz!

Really freaking moody nowwww!!!

AND IN A BAD MOOD!!!!!!!!

@$#@$@#$!$!@$#%#@$@#$@#%@#

It just not like you when we 1st met. Is you change or i change?

Maybe u have someone u love and.....................nvm.........bye......

Excited!

Kinda excited about next week trip to malaysia! Although i go there like kinda of often but this time bringing a heart to there to have a good break or rest before the real sruggle for the upcoming O levels.

Hmmm, i think i will be going KL for the first night coz my daddy have a apartment there so we will always go malaysia because of this reason. Haha.

Then the next day go GENTING! But also went there like soooo many time uncountable, i love the weather the because the weather is like so cooling and i love it. So relaxing. The more i think i will be more excited about it! hehex :P
Then heard that my parents want go don where lah if im not wrong is call (ri lang dao) in chinese but i dunno what it's name in english! Hahaha! It is some island that have water sports activity and snokelling. Hahaha know me well de ppl will know i love all this things. hehehexxx..... haiz but wad a waste i haven take up my scuba diving course, orelse i will just dive down to the nice ocean. wahaha! I have been saying wanting to take up the course for so long le. But i can't find time out for that. Excited!!!!

Will be going off next week the 14th? I think so.... ba!!! Faster Faster come!!!

BUT I HATE TUTION!!!! WHEN I THINK OF TUTION I WILL JUST NO MOOD LAH!!! FCUK THE TUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Felt kinda drift from u and me, this is not i want! I wish our friendship would last very long and long!

男人流血、不流泪？？？

Sometime i wish could jus cry it out loud.

But being a guy when u cry someone would just think that u are so gay.

But in actual fact u dunno how much he is hurt inside his heart,

I was damn tired today,

i can't sleep ytd night because my stomach pain and things is bothering me.

Slept only 3 hr ytd!

AHHHHHSSSS NOO MOOD POST LIAO!!!!!! BYE!

Miss all Lifeguards and S/O in WWW

Currently talking to piggy on msn!!

Miss her to the max can!

So long never see her liao. Haiz meet up soon.

This means im going to work soon! :)

Don worry i won't work everyday. I go work because i could meet up with them.

She's having a 6 day camp. 3 days for GB and 3 days for canoeing camp!

So good lah. Got camp camp camp!

I love camp so much and now no camp for me!!! I WANNNNA CAMP!!!!

Anw woke up in the morning text DaughterNeo.

Told her i dun feel like going to school for extra lessons.Haha.

Then she say cannot and rushed me to go lesson! Hmph.

So, went to bath and eat breakfast. Again BREAD!!!! See we are so poor only have BREAD BREAD AND BREAD AGAIN!!! Kelian de me only!

But not bad lah this time is japanese MIAN BAO!!! HAHA

Then went school, kinda emo emo on the bus, sitted right at the back and my itouch is like playing thoses meaningful and saddy song. Yeah.

Reach school, and school was as usual boring. Cannot stand it lo!

tsk! Then skipped chem lesson, dun wan to see the mushroon head teacher! hahaha

Went home used com, sleep.

Never done any homework and never eat lunch also. :)

Was alone at home lah, and is freaking bored! Nothing to do! Freak shit!

Sharksssss tmr have tution!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i HATE ITTTT!!!!

BUT i have to attend i miss alot lesson and result are also sloping down!

I really need to buck up although is hoilday but still need to study. Have been slacking all the way and this cannot go on!

HONG JIN JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!

Lastly,

Thanks meow meow for Jia You-ing me!!! (L)

Being force to post!

Yo! People! Someppl tell me my blog is die and call me to update update!

So i shall update now!

Ytd somppl cheated me my feeling, never say goodnight before she slept ehy!!! This type of ppl must scold de right guys? hahha.

I still wake up in the night to check whether she did text me a not?

However she didn't, text her in the morning when i woke up.

Then went to kitchen to find food eat, i must eat breakfast de lo. And is bread again!! I was like SHIT MAN! BREAD AGAIN? I TURN AND WALK OFF TO USE COM.

Went school at like 8.20.

Started having extra classes. Extra classes are really damn bored i don like it!!!

Haizzz.....Class ended at around 3++

Went straight home, was so lucky that the bus just came when i reached the bus stop! Damn happy. Saw KMS, she saw me. So just say hi and bye~! Feel kinda of bad. You mei you? Like very dao leh! haha

Kinda of lazy recently, talk to XTINE on sms and msn!

Yup thats my day. haha :D

Overdue pics

Sorry for the poor quality of the image, coz i went to compress it. I come is large file and was hard to upload. This is the pics that i went xiamen last year, and took thoses crazy photo with my dearest cousin. Having fun time with them. Hope will have chance to go with them again! :D

Me and my dearest cousin!
She wushu one okay! Don mess with her. Trying to pose stun also!

haha. My uncle join in our crazy shots too!

Eagle claws and i dunno wads hers!

Her qigong punches!

Her kicks

And i fly!

I booms & she flys!

Strong booms

Preparing cannons!

Aiming!

Looking for enemy

Hanging on a very thick trung!

My grandpa and me! Trying to do the same thing with the thiny behind!

Dong!!!!!

Hahah wad a mess! Wad we bought we will just throw at the back!

See my cousin face! Singing and i don give a damn!

Act yi ge!

Pulling the silk!

Jump shot. Coz we have nothing to do