I kinda of hate today. Kinda of disappointing result i gotten back. Some improve, some deprove. Kinda of upset for the result. I have improve Com.Hum but deprove math and english! Chem i failed as usual. :( Math Math Math seriously im damn sad about it, I dunno why i will get this type of result. FCUK!!!! Partly because Miss Lee CW mark our paper lah.... she is damn strict in marking! OMG! Haiz...Today i seriously dun have any any mood in anything lah. Fuck up! Saw someppl today and dunno why it still affect me! I seriously don like it. Feel like going back to the past, at least can have a chat with you or something but now i can't even don anything!!! I really have tried before to let go but giving myself a lot of work to do but u are still running up and down my brain. I know we are like impossible but wad can i do??? I seriously dunno. AHHHHHSSS i feel like shouting everything out now. Things are just inside my heart and is sufforcating me, i can't breath.
Im now also worried about my freaking result is super bad. How? I also dunno wad to do now? Feel like giving up sometime when no one is around me to support me when i fall. I can motivate people but i cannnot motivate myself, putting on a mask walking around is not easy as wad u thought. Trying to force out a smile and hang it there is also very difficult for me now. Im not in the freaking right mood today. Im sorry to ppl i dao today. And O level chinese is getting closer and closer, and im seriously kinda stress up already! Tired :( have psl meeting went there show face then went off. Slack around until 5.30 then the evening class starts, teacher bought pizza and i ate 2 slice of it, is was my lunch and dinner. I got eat at least something oh, hope my daughter see this won't scold me. My daughter is a fierce girl! Will scold daddy de and daddy will scared she scold also. Anyway she also never scold me recently le. Okay shall stop here ba. bye.
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