Monday, March 29, 2010

Confuse!!!! What should i do???

Finally when to english intensive class, the teacher is like so shocked that i will go for a intensive class. Hahas so boring sia the intensive program i like Ms oei more lo! hahas... yeah in the mid of the class it start raining cats and dogs. Then, alvin turn and tell me " No nid go home already, rain so heavily". So, after lesson we went to drama room on behalf of mdm devi to pass some msg to them. Hahahs damn stupid! So, as we are waiting for the rain to stop we when walking around the school doing nothing. Saw girlfriend she was all wet, and purposly come hug me. I said "Pls u so wet don come hug me." LOL was damn wet dunno wad she do sia, continue walking here and there disturb girlfriend here and there. Then she snatch my phone to see but i don let then she act yi ge angry! haha..... girlfriend act angry cannnot bluff me de! hahas Anw spoiled her handphone strip. Hahas p.s
Yeah anw i dunno wad i really wan now! I delete all her msg from my from and its like fucking hurtful when i see the msg deleting one by one! Gosh! Damn moody! I dunno wad happen to me. Just because of her one sentence it take a big affect on me. Why although i know it myself i still really really love you by HOW CAN I CONVINCE MYSELF THAT I DON LOVE YOU ANYMORE??? Is so easy to fall in love with someone, but it is seriously difficult to forget or give up a person you really really love. @#$#$@@%# i tell people i won't care anymore but when i ask myself again. My answer is still "NO!". When she pass by me or my class i will just have a peek at her, When people are saying about her stuff or something i will still try to hear wad they are talking about. Anything regarding you is jux to important, i can even forget about myself. But i know love can't be force. :(
Shouldiwaitforherorshouldijustgiveup?

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