26 Dec 2009 (Sat)




Not working today! Haiz i dunno why i today wake up, jus have a feeling that i was so alone! dunno why? Just heart is damn sad! U jus left me so alone after u had a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, and u didn't realise u know? Nvm i think u are not the only one, who reacts like that when u have a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _..... and eventually our relation will surely drift apart, this is wad i had predicted when i very very starting know u had a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _....But i will still always be there for you, promise u i will always be the one accompanying u through difficulties, going through ur down moments, be by ur side when u are alone and be ur sandbag if u are frustrated by something....i understand his ur priority now, but i will also be by ur side if u nid me to be there..... :D




shouldicontinuetowaitforher??? imseriouslysoconfusesbutitrytoforgetherbutijuscannotdoit!

25 Dec 2009 (Fri)

Mood wasn't so right today.... thought that i can forget everything after a night of sleep but i jus realise i can't... memories come is so easily but it is also difficult to forget...some things jus keep bothering me but i jus can't say it... it is sooo sooo pain! It is not i dun wan to say but is i cannot say! Feeling sux today.... i didn't smile more than 10 min today, hope that time will wash away the pain.... sometime u didn realise that u care abt him more than me, and yet u say u didn care about him! When i saw ur bf doing thoses hugging, holding hand and thoses swt things i was like having a sour feeling and u didn't realise im looking! that seriously hurt alot alot! Is ok nvm u won't understand de! Wad i wan to know... u always jus don wan to let me know, disappointed!

Jus only for!!!!! JUVENA JIE!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!!!! =p

24 Dec 2009 (Thu)

Today working is like super unhappy. The 1st time so unhappy, in the morning a new girl LG was like going around giving ppl christmas present...so swt huh! Yah when doing opening again! tsunami!!! Kinda of boring there then i was like at tsunami pt 1 and the other new LG is like at tsunami pt 2.... and i seriously dunno wad he is doing at the whole opening lah.... i am like so busy down there rushing to settle down everything coz not enough time lo.... then i call him to put the trama bag inside the equipment box, then when i say liao still not moving lo still down there day - dreaming and im like rushing to do checklist lo.... then i was like so piss off i jus go there take the trama bag and put it in myself, the whole opening he is just walking up and down....Doing nthing!!! When i done with everything le im in position le, HE STILL NOT IN POSITION LAH! WTF??? i do so much thing i still can be in position early than him im serious so piss off lah everything im doing and he jus walking up and down, call him do thing he stand down there!!!!Then stand down at like 11.30? coz of heavy rain, then he is like nvr do anything lo, then jus walk to the tent and stand there!!!! WTH! i must walk all the way to take the brackets lo! So was like im the super wet one there! After stand down i jus go went to take the brackets to put back, and when im half way back to put the brackets he came to me and say "Come i should do this, u give me and u go back to ur pt." i was like damn angry liao lah....he know he should do, then why nvr put the bracket when is on stand down and he know should he do it then why still nvr do? WTH!!!! Jus go_ _ _ lah......then when today closing bloody idiot got scolded, he jus fcuking shout at me la! i serious not happy with it lo, i didn't owe u a living lo.....why the fcuk u shout at me? Jus becoz the lost and found googles hang down there, and someppl sweet wrapper throw there..... u fcuking shout at my face say i never do it properly? WTH! SUPER UNHAPPY TODAY! haiz....saw the couples today again, my heart is like sour sour de! OMG!!! haiz... went to work becoz wan to forget thoses thing.... who know it turn out more things to vex about! haiz.... NOW GOT TO DO SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT!!! haix ......my brain is seriously full of thing that bothering me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

23 Dec 2009 (Wed)

Hahaha working today was kinda okay lah! haha.... Actually morning i was like so happy coz im like doing the opening for waterworks bottom... So, i was like thinking wow later sure got time to go for test ride de lo.... hhaa so was like counting the life jackets.... then halfway the DS stop me and say u go do the opening for tsunami..... i was like "SIAN" coz sure no time to do test ride liao.... haiz... so when i finish everything is like 9.48am liao... so no more time, no choice go back to tsunami and sit down and report... so sad ): lo... haha....Today so sad lah... is like staying at tsunami for like the whole day! Bored to death lah! plus hot to death also! haiz.... yah.... guess wad i fall down today lah and hit my leg! Pain lo! haha... It started like that -- I was sitting at tsunami pt 2 at that time then i turn to jacuzzi there, and saw guest bringing in tube into it so... i stand up and walk down that time... i didn't realise the steps is wet so i was like slip and then knock my leg on to the chair lah... now got blue black le....Plus the worse thing is the lifeguard oppsite me saw it also and she is like half laughing lah... but, not bad she still hand singal me whether im alright anot....UNLIKE SOME PPL doing BMW at jacuzzi that side and also saw it and keep laughing all the way lah... haha... tsk! And can tell me she laugh until forget to ask me "whether im alright anot?" and say herself NOT MEAN! Sooooo mean lah.... laugh at me liao still forget to care about me still say herself not mean! haha....Yah today i was like giving attitude to some irritating malay guys working there! So cool!!! make them shut up by my cool words.... haha hate some of the malay there, hate to the maxium core lah! hahaha anw today was quite fun coz got 2 girls keep accompanying me! haha... and go where will always see them.... so cool huh! haha.... then today closing i forgetten that the last wave is a 6.30pm, then i was like 6.22pm ask to go area cleaning coz the pool is like left 2 person! haha... yah...then after the last wave i was like playing wif JH at tsunami lah coz she is stacking up thoses tube.... so ya! of coz disturb abit here and there! hahaha... yah then after work went to eat wif her... and thats all for today!

***Warning! I don like ppl to hide things againist me.....

21 Dec 2009 (Mon)

Wanted to blog ytd but i decided to deleted the post because of some reason. Ya... Work was tiring today coz i haven be working for a week? ya i think so... the feeling is so different thoses ppl there who i always disturb ask me where have i been.... hahaha in the end told them went oversea... haha....ok main point of the post (is below)

I realises this thing recently happen around ppl " U will tense to forget old wants, when u have already gotten new wants". This line make me think so long, and i realise it is truth.... When u have a new good friend, u will tense to forget ur old buddy. And u won't realises it until ur old friend hint u! But someppl jus won't get ur hint.... yah...people change alot especially when they have a girlfriend/boyfriend, they will put their boyfriend more prority than u. Regardless how good friend u are with her last time! "TIME CHANGE A PERSON VERY FAST". This whole thing jus suddenly got up of my mind... haha....

A stupid thing happen to me in the morning.....I suppose to wake up at 7am coz im going to work and i nid to pack stuff and prepare myself for work. But........ in the end i overslept and woke up at 8am! Is like OMG!!! faster rush and guess wad i take cab down lo! haiz... waste my money! Not actually i scared late or wad! Is because of other reason......not going to say... hahhaa.....

For my JUVENA JIE!!! =P

1 Dec 2009 (Fri)

HONG JIN U HAVE DONE WELL IN UR 'N' LEVEL!!!! ELMAB3 =16PTS ..... Im satisfied with my result although is not awesome....THANKS JUVENA JIE, JING HAN, CATHERINE, PRISZ FOR THOSES WELL WISHES! THANKS ALOT ALOT!!!!

7 Dec 2009 (Mon)

Since u like it to be like this, i will respect ur decision. Although its hurts alot but im willing to be the one to leave u... coz i jus wan u to be happy ALWAYS, ALL THE TIME.... this is wad i wan to see, but i very cmf! If he hurts u, he will really get it from me! And i will going to take action to grab u back. I SWEAR! Coz i jus one to respect ur decision, thats all....though seriously i still will think of u randomly, felt something is missing when u are not working. Im really sorry if i recently very "dao" u....i felt hurt too! But i jus don like to be close to you which you already have a BF! And i don like the feeling so i will jus keep a very very safe distance from u! PRADON ME! Went work in the morning, was quite ok. Do test ride for slide up went with "GING HAN"(she saw this im died) haha... she is like soooo scared and see me didn scream she also don dare to scream, so she is like compressing her scream until the end so funny! i was down there laughing at her lo! yup i think i have no more mood to post!

**It take time to heal back!

5 Dec 2009 (Sun)

Haiz... i am back to blog le... recently was sooo lazy to blog lah...everyday OT! Haiz... day was pretty good today! I just suddenly don feel like toking to her for the time being... think is time to let me cool down a bit le....haha yah morning was disappointed in JUVENA TAN WAN QING! haiz... suan le "zhong se qing you" hern...work in the morning was so slack doing thoses easy job haha.....blah blah blah......... jus came back from movie with JH gang.... haha... was so happy hanging out wif them....STRESS FREE!!! hahaha..... yup wad the movie went out and continue chatting wif them, so funny lah keep making me laugh. hahas. yup...anw everyone IM ALRIGHT OK!