Study, Swim, Friends...... Thats my life.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Haiz such a tiring day! hahaha..... i think everyday i also tired lo, no choice i wan money buy thing so MUST work like mad! haha...anw start work at 12pm today, finally can rest ABIT more in the morning.... haha...went into the ACC 1st thing i saw is HER! OMG! boost my energy up the MAX man! haha... But i was like smile than go settle thing down, hahaha.....yah...anw wasn't very happy with one of the tamil LG! So act, pls lo no BM jiu shut ur mouth up lah.... i can sit at tsunami leh!!! can u? JACKASS!!! Coz i was taking over him at pt 6 for his break and just nice rotation reach him, so the rotation IC jus pass me the resuce tube and i proceed to pt 5 and the rotation IC tell him go for his break.... then he was like walking to pt 5 and scold me saying "TAKE OVER ME FOR BREAK WON'T SAY AR? MOUTH FOR WAD DE?" I was so piss off and i seriously almost give me a hard punch on his stupid black face! Wad for i say when the IC tell u liao? Lucky i still can control my fist, orelse if i hit it i may be suspended! NOT WORTH IT! HE JUST NOT WORTH MY PUNCH! Super irritating! if tmr i come disturb me again i will sure won't give mercy to him! Ya so was at pt 5 and the IC at pt 6 was kinda tired so he was siting at the railing, than the pt 7 guy saw it and walkie to me, saying he is siting call him stand. So, went to pt 6 and tell him. Then he take my walkie and say to pt 7 "just do u 10/20 scan" omg is like going have war liao lo...lucky nthing happen!!! ANW was daydreaming from pt 5, pt 4 and pt 2....haha.... and i just realise i have my own 10/20 protection rule! hahaha... okay i will it here haha.....MAKE SURE U DON LAUGH! hahaha... (10sec to find her location, 20sec to attract her attention) i think im seriously into that lo...can't concentrate if i see her! She simply just attract ALL MY ATTENTION!!! hahaha....yup sooooo just nice when i go break she also jus break, so yup of coz eat wif her lah...she eat japanese food so cutteeee!!! Her eating style is really WOW lo! haha...oh ya while walking out i told her i saw her keep hiding under the shelther at ular lah top, than she laughing and tell me u this "chyeekobei"... i was like "walao... tsk!" hahaha than she keep on laughing siao one lo! hahaha but i like hahaha! Yah than walk back to acc... hahaha she finally can go ular lah bottom she wanted to go there but keep don have chance.... hahaha but wad a pity! i jus can't see it! sian! haha... anw... i think is the end for today post! haha....bye....
haiz.... where are u i just miss u like we haven see each other for so much yrs! Although is jus few hr ago i saw u, i wan u call me to go sleep like that time... i want it! can u give me? I like u being my government care about my everything! haiz... but........... haiz..........im too tired bye!
Friday, November 20, 2009

Thursday, November 19, 2009
Haiz.... maybe i jus shouldn't tell u wad i feel towards u ba! I think i should jus keep inside my heart and let it fade eventually. I shouldn't step out, stupidest mistake! Wad should i really to do to prove my _ _ _ _ to you? i dunno? Coz u jus don believe me that i really fall for u and jus say it's infactuation, when my feeling is truth to u...i was once asking myself whether am i serious towards u? I was thinking day and night, when finally i come to an answer. The answer is this.....kinda of upset maybe is jus too fast before i saying that to u! So, know im jus sooo confuse and dunno wad to do now.......can anyone tell me wad to do(IM NOT PLS-ING ANYONE) if that time u tell me anything i won't realise and i won't fall to her! Mood now is "wad should i do to prove u that i really like u?"
Monday, November 16, 2009
Kinda of lazy to blog recently.... haiz...will blog about ytd thing 1st... haha...

Yesterday(15 Nov 2009 sunday)
Haha was a interesting day, was somehow happy and confuse ba! Haha yesterday opening was like so FUN lah! We went to test ride for ular lah and was like 7 people sitting inside a raft lo and was like damn fun coz the raft just go super fast down and seriously almost flew out of the slide... and everyone was like standing up... hahaha being a LG there didn follow the rule... hahah who care! FUN JIU CAN LE! hahaha...yup than was like at pt 2 so can sit feeling soo tired coz the previous day i sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am. 5 hr of sleep only so was feeling so sleepy so i keep eating sweet to keep myself awake, haha so when rotation was like going to waterworks bottom i think there is somehow fun. Those kids looks so cute when they slide down and landed in the water struggling, so when i go rescue them up they can still laugh and saying "Wah! so fun so fun!".... was like their expression is damn cute lo! hahaha... But i realise Eurasian either is super duper good or super annoying! Coz i was at waterworks bottom and this Eurasian is like standing at the pool waiting for someone, and so i told him nicely to wait outside. Than he say " i am waiting for someone!" so i jus reply him u can jus wait outside for him... Than he was like saying NONO! Ass him off lah... his whole family is damn irritating, slide down wif head pointing downwards...Sometime really wish they will get an accident and they will jus feel the pain by not listening to instruction...SO ANNOYING! Can't stand this type off ppl.... haha than rotation is like super super fast lah... and everyone is like sian coz like 10min change liao so very sian keep changing! haiz... than ppl there keep scaring me lah, coz i was like CONCENTRATING SNANNING the water, and when they are rotating to my point they will walk sliently behind me either will give me a push and pull me back OR jus "BOO"....always like this de lo...Than ULAR LAH bottom they will jus simply hide my slippers... haiz... than they will jus stand there and laugh lo.... EVIL PPL! haha...So when is 5pm time to go home, DS forget to call me go home again! Tsk so i walkie her again! haha... Sorry cat because i walkie DS i wan go home, than cat suppose to go home at 5 de so, she must work for an hour more, coz shortage of manpower.... hahhaa...SORRY CAT! although she don have my blog hahaha....

Today
Hahaha... finally can sleep untill soooooo late le! So shiok! Juvena and JH pls don be envious! hahaha... actually done nothing much today is just "TAKE A BREAK, HAVE A KIT KAT!" hahaha... afternoon i went to shop for the mask needed for tmr party..... excited! Coz maybe is the last time to see ticia and gang le lo... haiz... yah so lucky i finally found a mask! hahaha...so happy! yah i think thats all for today le... hahha

Friday, November 13, 2009

Hahaha today is my off day... was rather okay at home...so enjoy! Guess wad i done.... haha i was like waking up at 11 am this morning, than FB awhile without brushing my teeth so don dare open my mouth... haha than i can't stand it liao i just went to bath and brush teeth, was like taking my time and wasting lot of water! hahaha... so relax, than watch movie at home alone! But i dunno de name but is a hk show haha pretty nice show! haha... anw today was like so relax happy watch tv, happy jiu sleep, happy jiu use com, happy jiu play psp... haha...anw today is pretty ok... Went swimming at night, was quite fun lah coz got some girls ran out of hougang chalet and join our class! haha...Realise my stamina and my speed drop a lot le, haiz... but very lazy train leh! how how? I cannot rot like that, must dig out some time to train le.....hahaha.... anw i like to swim BUTTERFRY hahaha... lame! OMG today have competition, erm....WAS GOOD! hahaha(Know why i cap it le ba?) hahaha....erm and maybe coz got a 1,2,3 de guy join us thats why we can be GOOD! hahahaha... yah anw tmr is working, sian also cannot go work and go home together wif jie de lo! schedule sux! haiz :(
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Not working today too! hahaha... not use to it coz im too free, i have already use to thoses busy lifestyle and now suddenly too free i also dunno wad to do..... hahahah....Went to ICA building to do my passport coz the picture is still my pri school face, so better go change in case when December that time go oversea will have problem... haha i think this trip will be a fruitful trip! haha askin me why? haha let me tell u...Coz i will be going to my grandpa hometown to pay respect to my great-grandpa and great- grandma...OMG!!! im so excited!!! wondering how they look like! But quite saddening is i am the only one going coz parent going honeymoon so can't make it, than my sis cannot go coz no one invite them.....wahaha i can go coz grandpa tell me say im the "ZHANG ZI" so i must go... the expenses grandpa will sponsor me! ahhahaa yah damn happy coz my dearest cousin will be going too haha... yah! the N lvls results will determine whether i will be in a good mood going there... hahha....Yupps hope gan-jie de parent won't go oversea when im oversea, coz like this.... jie can't contact me when she is bored or alone! haha :P
hahahaha think thats all for today! haha.... tmr will be working again! starting my busy lifestyle again le... but im HAPPY! hahaa...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Hahaha today is my off day finally huh!!! haha... yup jus came back from dinner, is my TREAT ok!!! hahaha so i call my grandparent out to eat... hahaha...treat my whole family and grandparent! hahaha....i realise something, i have already plan wad to buy after getting my next pay and next next pay! haha...SO i MUST work more harder to achive the things i wan! hahaha... done nothing much today! oh yah i went to cut my hair,Omg my family don agree with my hair style lo, they say eeeee not nice! haha.. i think this is the 1st time i try this, all along i wanted but school don allow! hahaha so now school hoilday i take the risk and try, for me i think is ok lah not bad.... hahhaa.....yah i think is the end for today! haha... and jie pls don be funny to..... hahhahaa!
Monday, November 9, 2009
Went work happy today, coz my mood is somehow good and the weather is super good! Than i was located at shiok 4, so done opening and was ready for operation. So, yah after the park open...WTH! DS attach my enemy to me is OMG! So, i jus let him stand there under the umbrella and i walk to the other umbrella and carry on singing song there coz NOTHING IS BOTHERING ME! ..see him seriously make my day fall....Yah lucky awhile later DS put me go for my break... is lah damn happy lah... haha... OMG and sweet girl is also having having break, so went out and buy things and bring back to staff room to eat lah...haha... coz she eating inside too...so purposely went to sit infront of her... haha her eating style damn cute! haha...anw yah wasn't too happy coz of some _ _ _.... Im seriously kinda of piss of by the _ _ _ _ _ _.... And after i reading that is was bothering me for my whole day...Even when i was sitting at my point i am still thinking why is it so? Than around 6++ suddenly having gastric pain, so feel wasn't too rite, than DS came to me and ask me wheather wan to go home earlier, than of coz i say YES coz having gastric pain....So yah no nid do closing jus went off! Endure with the pain!!! I don care!

Was msging the _ _ _ _ _ _ and asking her? why? And i already pain until going to faint she still dun wan be serious to tell me...I am super piss off.... U always call me not to lie coz u don like liar so am i? I seriously dun like the feeling, u are not like that last time... Rmb i was asking u this qns " How important am i to u" But i think i just realise the answer. I am just not enough to be inside ur heart... Last time we are soo close and u will tell me things but now things jus change le...i seriously dun know wad is happening to us....Maybe he is just much more important than me.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Omg!!! today weather is terrible to the max!!! Is so sunny and hot day, and i am working under the hot sun...although there are thoses big umbrella but is like no use lo, coz the sun is still shining into it and everyone was like damn tired and complaining very hot... haha anw main point. I had been tan until like a malay guy, pls don be shock to see me become sooooo dark! haha....Yah after work was like damn happy coz no nid stand under the hot sun! But than when i left the park the sky suddenly turns cooling...TSK!!!! haiz.... yah went granny house, she was shocked that i become sooooo dark and tell me"Aiyo why so dark? I go cook luo han guo for u to drink...(IN CHINESE)" hahaha good rite!!! So blah blah blah thats the end of my post....
I dunno how to live without u! Sometime i jus think very hard to communicate wif u recently, i dunno why? (itwill surelinktootherppl) Maybe too much guys around u and u no nid me around anymore.... i dunno? Sometime i jus wan to care for u more but some time u jus take it for granted or even no need...im jus sad about this and not other things, i have trouble u always help me out, but when u have trouble u always don need me to help. Or are u avoiding me? i dunno... Hope i am thinking to much ba! Arewedriftingaway...this is wad i always don like it to be! orareuirritatedbymealready? I just wan to be like the past. If i got a gf, i will tell her saying wan to be wif me jiu must accept i still can communicate with u as well as before...But wondering can u do it? i think is kinda of impossible ba for u!(maybe u have bf le u will just ignore me le! That is human nature! Yah and it have really been a long time we never have a heart to heart talk le! Coz u never wan talk to me about those stuff anymore!
Saturday, November 7, 2009

Wahahaha....is a finally HOT GIRL(u noe wad i mean!) haha... won't say much...Yupp actually i today just realise something while working got one girl de attitude damn COOL!(I like) Got one girl de is like her smile can let u smile also(I like), the other girl is a HOT GIRL!(Finally realise) having nose bleed liao... hahaha kidding lah...yup...today her smile suddenly make me crush on her is like damn fast coz i was at slide up top and she was at the bottom, so when there is no guest we are like keep smiling to one another and using hand to communicate....damn funny! than beside me was skyrider station and saw the cool girl, Damn cool lah she can't being describe de lo... than was like nothing to do so help her is slowing the guest riding... haha cool rite! My attention is like 3 thing lo my station, slide up bottom and sky rider... Was like having fun up there lo! The most important thing is HOT GIRL! tsk! is like on top looking for her location lo! damn funny! tsk! but she didn't talk to me much while rotating lah... wan tok to her also very difficult seriously difficult lo...tsk! haiz...Close friend wasn't working today so is like very boring, only at slide up is fun! hahaa....Oh ya... when i go take over a guy for his break, i was at the open slide and cool girl is jus oppsite me... haha than got this guy is like act he very smart, he run very fast and slide down.Than, is was like slip and got a sound "BONG" and he seriously almost fly out of the slide is really left a bit! And like everyone look wad wad happen including COOL girl! haha... than she like laughing and showing me sign wad happen than i was like " i dunno"...haha.. thats why i say sat work is damn fun..Stupid DS keep don wan give me ot on sat! ASS!!! haha... Yah i wan tell a story here!
Sad Story!
One day a boy ask his girlfriend to married him,
the girl gave him a challenge to live a day without her,
only than she'll marry him,
no communication was there for 24hr
he didn know that she have only 24hr to life coz she'll ill...
after 24hr he went to her house holding a ring
he was shocked to know that she was dead
... she left a letter for him saying "you did it you can live without me do it every day my love...miss you"
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Finally is the last day of E&A training... Im soo sick of the training, boring to the max! Early in the morning after i woke up i started having a moody mood...seriously bad! Than went to take bus to WWW i was like daydreaming in the bus but i was not thinking of anything....Jus don feel like doing anything or talk... But when reach WWW i serious try to be happy, although some ppl ask me "wad happen to u?" But i jus say "nothing im fine!!!" Wasn't in the right mood today! Haiz... i am damn fcuking annoy by a guy in E&A training!(Sorry for the vulgar words i don use it in my blog unnecessary de, if u always read my blog)... I jus seriously wan go there and give me the full strenght of MY TWO TIGHT SLAP! Feel like giving him taste of my kick man!!! seriously can't stand him, from the begining of the training...The story starts like this, he is like every thing also wan 1st to do! Always don wan give ppl to do de, and keep going around call ppl bro F _ _ _ him ar! Who is his bro! jus go and kiss the toilet bowl lah it belongs to u!!!! Stupid! He alway love to suck up the instructor and the main instrutor de lo... is like super omg!!! Keep asking thoses qns to make the INSTRUTORS so happy! Bloody hell, suck up?? useless guy!! 2 days ago he came to me and ask" u take up swimming lesson isit?". I tell him NO and he say "eh u swim quite fast huh?" i was like DUH! u? i jus treat u like a loser! U? And pls is u swim slow and say i swim fast i am jus taking my time to swim lo....LOSER!! OMG! today was the choosing of lifeguard and i was like praying that he can't got in....However he did went in and i was SHIT! Working with him? NO WAY! i will pretend not to see him there! Or when i see him, i will jus dao him!!! Seriously don like him.... the rest are ok ok lah... my batch de ppl some of them are jus like wearing a mask walking around! the rest is i can communicate wif de and thoses more old the lifeguard they are fun ppl but they are just super pervert haha..... damn ass! haha...Damn sian tmr i still need to go down WWW for dunno wad thing lah some boring and un-important things lah but is like must go de! Anw going to collect my LIFEGUARD SHIRT! However everything go smoothly like Ytd pass my AM today pass my E&A, but i am just not happy! Seriously not happy!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Same old thing E&A training today! My knee hurt to the max....Coz of the stupid CPR lah must knee on the rough ground... haiz is totally the different thing from SSC, So i can say that is like relearning thoses things....By learning two different types of CPR is damn damn confusing, no choice the pay and jie working there make me so tempted to be lifeguard and to be lifeguard u must pass this E&A training....haiz... so boring lah....but today is quite funny! hhaha... guess wad? jack neo shooting their movie in WWW and than they pick 5 of the lifeguard to shoot the show! hahaha at the begining everyone is like "ME ME ME"... haha... thoses guys who have 6 packs eventually got choosen but than their seen is like posing sexy pose with thoses very fat and ugly girls...is like OMG! lah.... lucky they never choose me to go orelse i dunno where my face going to put liao!!! hahha...oh yah i have pass the swim test and CPR for adult test liao! YEAH! Half way through don give up easily! Tmr having CPR for children & infant test ,Water recuse test and i think dunno wad test liao lah... can't listen properly coz of the ENG slang he using!!! Than after my training wait for jie to reach acc haha.... coz she working until 10pm lo....very late rite!! Somemore my gan-jie so pretty so many guys walk past her and keep looking at her, how can i leave her go home alone...somemore quite late liao leh.... Than i was like standing down there at Resort 1 msging, than......... after that she went for dinner break! Guess wad? i just wan to have a SMALL SMALL REQUEST AND SHE CAN'T FULFILED IT FOR ME!!! haiz... in the end she REWARD ME WIF "GIVE ME BACK MY BOTTLE & GET LOSS!!!" OMG!!! disappointed sia!!! HAIZ.....i will rmb this line!!! Make me so sad :( haiz....no choice lah....STILL CALL ME HELP HER DO RESEARCH!!! haiz....and still REWARD ME WITH THIS >>>"GIVE ME BACK MY BOTTLE & GET LOSS!" So, thinking that she still have research so myself, i go home help her find so that she won't have to do the research after reaching home...so went home 1st! Reach home on computer start finding, but i just can't find it really sorry! haha... Tmr is a tiring day coz i will be having E&A test and also AM test(SSC test)....so tmr i will jus rush from WWW to YCK swimming complex in 1hr 15min! Jia you!!! u can do it tmr for all the test!!!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Im damn tired now! Haiz.... Went for WWW lifeguard training in the morning, OMG! the instrutor is a korea guy! His english is like damn damn slang lah must listen very very carefully of wad he is saying...if u didn listen carefully u won't know wad is he toking liao haha... that is how slang it is lah! Than blah blah blah learn their theme park de lifesaving STYLE! LOL....Erm..fankly speaking i am not use to it, i like SSC style more lo... yah by rite today's training should ends at 5pm de but they drag until 5.45pm than let us go.... haiz....Than rush home to take some stuff and go off to swimming complex liao.... coz got lifesaving training, erm.... i dunno how to say about the feeling there abit UPSET ba! not because of ytd thing but is about other stuff.... I am like seriously thinking why ppl just can't tell the truth and why wan to lie? Know me the ppl should know i don like the feeling that ppl hide things againist me and LIARS!!! I will also never except white lie! So, don use this to shoo~~~ me off! I also dunno how to say leh...
To: Juvena jie,
Thanks for ytd msg!!! U are always there whenever i need u and always lend out a helping hand to pull me through difficult situation! However i dunno why i just feel u are weird today? I dunno?Hope i think too much ba! Coz is jus not like ur normal self! That's why! Jus wan to know wad happen? Or maybe u think i shouldn't know so much than never mind lo... i won't force....... But if got anyhing u need just find me if u wan, need someone to throw ur anger, fustration or even punching bag! Just text me, ANYTIME ANYWHERE! My 24hr-hotline is just for u! When u need me i will jus be there for u...隧传隧道.... haha...think u also don understand although is SIMPLY CHINESE!!! hahaa...:D
From: 爱你的gan弟弟
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thought that today is the 1st day of the month and i will be happy! But thing turn out the other way round! So many things is bothering me. I wish i can don face the fact and run away from it, i know it sound silly but i just don wan to face the truth! Since morning until now, mood wasn't as right as it should be. The feeling is just simply sux to the max! Something jus happen to fast and make me can't catch my breath...so i jus wan to throw everything out at today post! Don feel like reading u can jus close this page! It dosen matter, why everything in our life just can't be as smooth as we want it to be? Why is there so much obstruction in our life? Why can't we run away from those facts? Why people just can't live as how they wan, why they always need to look at wad ppl thinks? Is that soo important! I can't understand we are living for ourself and not others! Maybe a blind and deaf person maybe more happier, coz they can't see or hear anything around them. How i wish everything had never happen. AND WHO'S READING JUS RMB JUS BEING JEALOUS OF SOMEONE WILL JUS KILL U OFF! Don wait for the person who have gone and regret... Coz time jus can't be turn back, everything is also jus can't turn back! Things happen has already happen. My feeling is better now le, after saying all this rubbish! Finally! When time pass everything will jus be eroded away just like the beach...After long time errosion sediments will jus be brought back to the sea! When hurt it takes time to be healed....

Although i know we are impossible
This song can represent my feeling now
曲名:一秒也好
歌手:卓文萱
我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变的更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
多想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要
我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好
让回忆继续反复炫耀
原来失去对彼此都不好.